Stillness

 

My mouth shut, could not find the right words to describe my feelings at this time
I was struck by the painful truth
you never feel the same way that i do

Lost in thought, my biggest mistake was not met you
but it is my assumption about us
there has never been "us"

That time arrived, the present
The last time I saw your departure to that once called 'one private paradise'
I cried to saw you went away
at the moment, I still feel special
but not anymore

You said to me, you have found someone and you're getting serious
I'm happy for you, really
however, my heart needs time to clear your footprints
my days are filled with silence
silence that gave me strength to endure one more day
one more day, and one other day

This is only for temporary.