New hobby or soon to be passion..

Me?? cooking or baking??

It's sounds weird for those who knew me very well.

Why?

Simple, it's because I'm not so feminine as a woman (yet). 

Cooking and baking is just 'not So Me' !! I can tell you. haha

Well, not until around a month ago at least, i dunno what on earth is happening to me suddenly i just really got so into baking.

I know, i know, it's still sounds weird for me too. Unpredictable. haha

I started to have this willingness to collecting some baking tools, goggling cake and cookies recipes.

Ever since, it has been every morning on the weekend i woke up and go to the market alias pasar ( fortunately, my house is near to Pasar Senen) so i can easily to find my baking tools which already in my "must have list". And also, it's near to Toko Ani ( the famous baking shop for those who loves baking, i found it through Google) and i used to walk there for around 15 minutes, I'm just too lazy to take public transportation. Weirdo! haha

I've tried to bake brownies, Hongkong Egg tart, nastar ( still didn't work well), cookies, spongecake. Need to practice more, but i just got my weekend to do this stuff. And now, I'm praying to have an electronic stove, for now i can only bake with otang a.k.a oven tangkring. It's cheap though, only bought it with IDR 75K. it's cheap and "cheap". You know what i mean, rite?! haha

Well, at first i bought it because I'm not so sure that my willingness to bake will be long.

And i was wrong, it last longer than i thought. haha

So now, I'm still looking for the right stove according to my need. Any suggestion?!

Well, hope will find one soonest. :)

My Book is My Life..

Question! 

Who love to be loved? 

I bet everyone will raise their hands.

Definitely! 

Who doesn't love to be loved? No One! :)

Have you ever heard " It takes two to Tango."

I bet everyone has.

So, is there anyone here who have love someone but doesn't loved in return, raise your hands!

Ok, now put your hands down! Don't worry, you're not alone guys, me too! Everyone did.

Ironic? Pathetic? Disappointed? Regret ? Well, good news, Don't be! :)

OK! Enough with the intermezzo. haha

You know, let's consider a life as a book.

In every book it has chapters. 

In every chapter, there's a story.

In every story, there's a scenario that has to be played by  actors, actress and off course cameo.

And every book has it end.

So, the thing is, it's your book. 
Simply means, it's your LIFE.

Well, the beginning might not always been good or interesting, as you expect.

But you're in charge to create your own ending. 

I prefer happy ending. 

How about you? :)

Let go the past because we don't live there anymore, then you will have your future.

So, chin up! You only got one life to live, Let's make the best of it.

Just a random thoughts...

" I'm dreaming of a white Christmas..

Just like the one i used to know... "

Listening to the White Christmas song of Taylor Swift version, make me daydreaming being somewhere in Europe for Christmas or somewhere else that has snows falling.

Well, living in a tropical Country such as Indonesia, seeing snows falling down and make your Christmas seems white and bright is only a dream. It's not possible, you know! period. haha

Time time time .. it flew so fast.

Felt like it was only yesterday I just moved in to my new office in early February.

Starting something better, for my future sake. Cleaning up the mess I've made in my life.

And now looking at the Calender on my desk, it's already near end of November.

It's just like Wuuuuzzzz, an eye-blink and here come the Christmas and end of the year. What a life!!

So, what have you done? * staring at the mirror!

Do you feel better? Do better? Be better?

I'm 25 now. Still facing the same problem since years ago.

I haven't finish my Diplome.

Moreover, i plan to continue to have  a Bachelor Degree. * Crossfinger

I know, it's stupid, isn't it? I knew it more than anyone.

Still pursue it. WON'T GIVE UP anyway, no matter what it takes. I will struggle.

I will pursue my happiness.

Do your best, God will do the rest! :)

Christmas is comin' to town..

Christmas is coming to town.

Well, i always have a dream to have my white Christmas, someday. Hopefully.

See the snows falling down and feel the breeze

Walking down the street and hear the Christmas song

Watching the Christmas ornaments in every house and stores

White and gold, red and green.

All is bright, all is calm.

Everyone is smiling, everyone is singing, everyone is dancing

Beautiful, isn't it?

I will always keep this dream alive

For i know that i will have my white Christmas

not now, but surely WILL.